There are times when one may wonder about what happens next?
I do not know what is going to happen to me in the next few months and after that. All I know is that, Today I need to make crucial decisions. I always made them, but this time I feel as if it is truly another turning point in my life.
I'm worried about my futur career, my love life, and what is waiting a head of me.
Also, I figured it out pretty quick this days that mixing love and career is one risky choice to make. Yet againt the what if's questions are tones. Sometimes, I just rather not think about it at all. Yet I know that now is not the time. I need to wake up, face reality and deal with one decision at a time.
Pressure is one thing that makes me back up everytime. It never worked with me, instead of pushing me forward, it pushes me to stop and actually rethink everything out.
I'm a Senior, I just turned 21, I have a loving Boyfriend, I have carring parents, I have real friends, I have simply friends, and most importantly I came to know God more / I feel closer to Him this days
Maybe, I should stop worrying too much and get myself started somewhere. Just knowing that no matter what decisions I end up making, it is for a reason and will eventually lead me to the next step.
"if it doesn't kill us, it makes us feel stronger"